1. |
The Weight of It
02:52
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The Fading light
The Fading Day
Shadows widen into night
The sun’s last color spray
The hands, the painters hands and
The hands that bend the clay
Not a whispered word of them
Not a whispered word remains
A spring we did not look for
slowly lengthening days
A wind that’s not yet warm
Calls the wintering birds away
The vast expanse of sea shore
The ocean’s ours alone
The past we cannot have
Unchosen ways, we cannot go
(without pause go right into next part)
Walls of snow and ice
Separate and fall away
Our slowly melting world
Disappears into the sea
Who can bear the weight of it
The weight of all
That used to be
That used to be
That used to be
I feel the weight of it
The weight of all of it
Lately
Chords: G maj 7, C maj 7 (repeat slowly until just before “not a whispered ..”)
Am (I think) Bm Am G maj 7
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2. |
The Rungs In Between
05:59
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(in B, SK fingers G with capo 4)
(G C D)
That old sun so lazy
No way for the day to begin
I watched bakers coming home
And butchers, done with their night’s killing
Steered my bike up one a rich man’s lawn
Lay down had the best of that night’s tokes
Filled my eyes with the night sky light
And for a while I let go of the rope
I don’t lie good like I used to
I can’t sleep much now past dawn
I see the pain that folks are carrying
Been carrying mine around so long
Wish I could find a sign of Jesus
What I find makes me afraid
The sun dies red and swollen every evening
I die a little bit each day
To watch her face when she was sleeping
(Burned my dirty soul clean)
I’m never gonna be that clean
It’s not the top of the ladder that matters
It’s the rungs in between
The pale moon thin blue like a see through spoon
Finally climbed up and over the wall
It’s Hard to miss, even a half dish like this
Is better
Than no dish at all
At the riverside where its so wide at night
You might decide you’re staring out and over the sea
There’s something they’re trying to hide on the other side that’s not right
And there’s another side of me
To watch Her face when she was sleeping
(Burned my dirty soul clean)
As close to the soul as I’ve been
It’s not the top of the ladder that matters
It’s the rungs in between
Saw a boy five or four
With his baseball cap turned back
Trying to get his old man’s attention
So he could climb up into his lap
Made me think about my own boy
Pretty close now to a man
And my ma, had so much love for me
And no idea who I am
Gods good but he dont listen
Or he don’t listen well
My old man kept it all inside so long
Now his insides are torn to hell
It’s just like that man to find his way in
To a song supposed to be about me
Try to Scrape away old paint and what you find is
Older paint underneath
(bridge. Em, Bm, Am7, C + capo 4)
Thinking about those days
My heart beats a little slow
If I’d lived the right way
Would she have stayed
(I don’t think so)
That sun, good for nothing, no way for the day to begin
I Watched bar maids coming home and butchers
Done with their night’s killing
I lay there on that fine front lawn
Smoked up all the rest of my dope
The grass got wet
A backwards sunset, nad the horizon
a burning rope.
Eyes shut, breathing lightly
Her face resting on her hands
I had an angel who’d sleep beside me
Then she found out who I am
To watch her face when she was sleeping
It made me want to get clean
It’s not the top of the ladder that matters.
(end on music)
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3. |
The Press of the Past
03:47
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The press of the past
As winter begins
I still see you pass by
In crowds you’re not in
The worn hands of trees
All the years that they hold
And it startles me
To be suddenly old
The holidays here
All the green and the gold
And I still feel the warm
Of your hands
On old things I hold
Midnight mass christmas eve
We sing songs you held dear
(pause) Though no one has your voice
(pause) Still it’s your voice I hear
The snow faintly falls
Nothing’s changed but the year
I look cross the fields
Where the sky meets the world
And the world disappears
The oak you planted is bare
Her arms are veined with brown vines
The words of your favorite prayer
They're on my mind
For me up north is done
What it was all built on
For me christmas was you
For me christmas is gone
The press of the past
As winter begins
I still see you pass
In crowds you're not in.
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4. |
Sweet Easter Tree
03:09
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The saved and the not saved
We all walked together
Cross the tracks, and down to the bank
Brother Jobe in his robes walked out into
The river. His robes floated up around him
With his thumb he traced a cross on her forehead
She closed her eyes, leaned her head back into his hands
He looked up to heaven
Said lord this one needs mending
And then he lowered my sisters head in
We sang old rock of ages
And Sweet Easter Tree
A woman swaying and praying
Wrapped her old thin arms around me
up on the bridge cars started stopping
Rolling down windows to see
We sang holy throne of glory
and Sweet easter tree
I thought, man, I’m not letting them
Do that to do me.
As a young boy I thought
preaching was heavy
Was still young when I tore out that page
Now I'm old. And I hurt.
I’ll tell you what’s heavy
It's knowing, that it’s not going to change
We sang
Old rock of ages
And sweet Easter tree
Woman swaying and praying
Wrapped her old thin arms around me
Up on the bridge cars started stopping
Folka leaning out their windows to see
We sang Lamb I am for Jesus
And Sweet easter tree
And I thought man
I’m not letting them do that to me.
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5. |
Moon Rising Blue
05:17
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Snow falling fast on the city
Blanket of muffling white
I walk across towards Central Park
The only part of town that I like
Eighth Ave is a melting mess
Then solid cake icing begins
A single pair of foot prints break the surface
They lead to the park
And I follow them in.
Everything’s under a blanket
It’s like the town’s gone to sleep for the night
Huge slow snowflakes hang and
Paint the air popcorn white
In strawberry fields you stand swaying
Looking up at John Lennon’s building
You hug your arms with your arms but your face looks so warm
Snowflakes melt when they land on your skin
When they land on your skin
When the moon rises blue in the morning
I know it’s gonna be one of those days
When I feel every punch that I’ve taken
Hear all the dumb things I’ve said
Looking back I know just what I’m seeing
No point trying your number again
This bars full of rednecks and losers
I’m surprised how well I fit in.
How well I fit in
How well I fit in
Those years in the city are melting
The world doesn’t want to slow down
Huge maple leaves lose something
Turn to gold and dance to the ground
Sunrise on tin roofs
And a kernel of truth
In all those old man Cliches
Feel what you have when you have it
You’ll fee where it was once it fades
Once it fades
Where it was once it fades
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6. |
Split Rock Lighthouse
03:42
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(SK plays in D, Capo 4, so sounding key F#)
We stopped at split rock lighthouse
To get a view of the bay
Camping fee of 13 dollars
There’s a lot of ways you can pay
Aspen leaves like fingers trembling
It took an act of will for me not to bend them
And we walked for a mile on a beach made
Of palm sized stones
I could see that no place so vast and so clean
Would ever feel like my home
The great lake stretches for ever
Like all the thing god has done wrong
And the dark things in my I don’t want her to see
That find their way into these songs
So I talked her into moving to Texas
As far south as we could get
And the first time that we saw a live oak tree
I knew there must be fight left in me yet
Where the blanco and the guadalupe meet
Rolls of of hay turning brown in the heat
And the long lovely time that it takes the sun down here to set
The hill country moon rises white as a tomb
(formerly: views’ll tear your heart in two
If you give in to regret)
When it dies it dies red
Like all the things god has done wrong
And dark there in me I don’t want her to see
That find its way into these songs
I know she won’t want to be moving again
But we’ll have to when the water is gone
When our kid gets set free that I would like to see
I hope we can hold out that long
Pure country mandolin voices
It’s like there’s angels still walking round
And every lit light in Huntsville texas would dim
Back then when they’d put a condemned man down
There’s life in the candle I’m holding
The waving flames both weak and warm
And the hours when it seems that it’s not part of me
I don’t know where they come from
Somebody somewhere must have done something
Or else the good lord just got it wrong
Cause there’s dark things in me I don’t want her to see
That find their way into these songs.
That day at split rock lighthouse
I heard a gull speak or I was insane
Then a gale blew through just like the ranger warned you
You looked up into the storm
And let your mouth fill with rain.
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7. |
Shattered
03:11
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shattered
Things that turn are turning
Might be the start of better days
If the fires this fall don’t get her
That field will fill the winter loft with hay
How can it still surprise me
How warm your face is when you smile
The world will always be the world
We just live here for a while.
We’ll never get much from the back 8
That soil is mostly sand.
Why'd You stay with me darlin that year
I didn’t act much like a man.
This farm sure is pretty when its covered up in snow
What you said when we first found it
Looks like a place Angels could grow.
Sunshine falling round me
Diamond Shattered shards of light
Its morning and I’m still warm from you
Still I wish it was still last night
How can it still surprise me
How warm your face is when you smile
The world. The world is just the world
And we just live here for a while.
Praise god we built the birm up
Or we’d have lost everything again
Aren’t you glad we put in those live oaks
Just look at the size of em
How can it still surprise me
The way your warm smile did last night
The world. Hard Diamonds and shattered shards of light.
In this world. There’s diamonds. Hard enough to shatter light.
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8. |
I imagined You
04:25
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D_m Gmin7
I see trees bend from where I sit
C7 Fmaj 7
its cold but not as cold as it will get
Bbmaj7 Gmin7
when the fire burns out and the sun has set
A7 ??Emin7flat5?? (not sure)
and the front rolls in
(chords repeat for each verse, last time through it ends on D_m)
too stoned to really get upset
but I see now looking at the photograph
you were already thinking of ending it
while I was holding on to you
sheets of rain like pains of glass
memory and lightning flash
then the wind subsides and the storm has passed
and the whole wet world’s renewed
I see the truth, or half of it
the thing that’s hardest to accept
is that I imagined it
I imagined you
bare tree limbs from where I sit
it’s about as cold here now as it ever gets
the fire’s burned out and the sun has set
and the front has passed on through
it’s passed on through
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9. |
Misspent Medicine
03:30
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Stones along the shoreline
are large as cars
It’s the city but we’re here all alone
when I bring that 10 cent ring
that I found round her finger
my heart is no longer my own
but that river so young
so strong up in the rockies
gets to texas and it just ends
so many misused minutes
and misspent medicine
(bridge)
sun’s warmth wanes
its fall again
wings in waves
I follow them
follow them
maple trees
lake shore breeze
dancing leaves fall
all of them
all of them
(harmonica and guitar)
train rattles through
a town without you
pavement punching up through my shoes
black lake at night
takes the city light
and folds it
just like the folds of time do
but that river so young
so strong up in the rockies
in texas it’s tired and its old
Still an hour yet till I get through this thursday
already starting to jones.
(harmonica and guitar)
chords are
A A maj 7 A7 A6 (repeated several times then on the "gets to texas and .."
D Dm A
F maj 7 E7 A (this is the "so many misused minutes, misspent medicine)
Bridge
A B7 C#7 D maj 7 E7 (repeat)
now back to the top.
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10. |
Little Doggie
03:42
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(Chelle)
Ride away little doggie
Ride away little one
Ride away little doggie
Go have you some fun
That day is over
Go live the next one
Ride away little dog ride away
(Sk)
Ride away little dog
Ride away little one
Find hay and water
And shade when you want
Find the right heart
A place the warm sun shines on
Ride away ride away
(Chelle)
I didn’t see it coming
Not by a mile
Biggest eyes, sweetest child
(Sk)
IN this world to build something
You pick up stones, heavy stones
Carry them around for a while
(one Bm chord, G Bm A in the above chorus, otherwise D G A throughout)
(Chelle)
Ride away little dowgee
Ride away little one
Ride away little doggie
And have you some fun
I’m not your momma
But you are my son
Ride away Little dog ride away
(Sk)
Ride away little doggie
The waves and the foam
Hoofprints disappear in wet sand
That little boy we’d hear praying
In his room all alone
Will still be there when he’s a fine man
(Chelle)
Ride away little doggie
Ride away little one
Ride away little doggie
Go have you some fun
I miss those days
But I'm glad that they're done
Ride away little dog ride away
(Sk)
Ride away little doggie
Little dog ride away
You’ll come back home but
Home won’t be the same
Ride away little doggie
Little dog days are done
Come back a man
(together):
But you’ll still be our son
(Chelle)
I didn't see it coming
Not by a mile
Biggest eyes, sweetest child
(Sk)
This world built on nothing
You pick up stones, heavy stones
(together)
Carry them around for a while
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Sean Keel Austin, Texas
Two dinosaurs rusting at roughly the same rate. The left most is UT math professor
Sean Keel. He writes lyric dense folk/country (and sometimes jazz) music both solo, and in collaboration with his family and friends band, Bill The Pony.
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